..but now i'm back, lol...
Lately I've been getting into situations i couldn't even think of myself ever being in...getting kicked outta class? lol ok, that was fun ... but not good.
then clubbing in t.o. i got kicked outta there....seriously WTF? that was just not me, dunno whyy it came to that but it's all good, can't change it now and it's all memories in the end. That nite was gooood times though even with all that happened :D
Been getting into a lot of trouble too... I say everything on my mind yet there's always some kind of respect when i do it....these days i could care less. It's not bad, but it's not good either because after everything's said and done, i dunno why it just doesnt change things and I feel guilty... THAT hasn't changed about me. NO matter how much i try I just can't get rid of that ...I still care about everything, even when it really doesn't matter & everyone , even when they dont seem to deserve it.
In philosophy class a couple weeks ago, the lecture was based on one statement...
If something happens now (in the present), it is because something in the past
made it happen.
sooo we really have no control over what we do, even if we think we do. We have choices, but the overall path we're on isn't for us to control, we follow it to achieve our goals thinking we're choosing it but really we are not....
soo then, i couldnt really avoid any of what happened, even if i tried...was it really supposed to be like this? it just doesnt seem right.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
22
I'm 22 now...lol
4th Oct. 84 -- special day in history right there :D
Tonite ...last nite...watever, my bday was some good times. Saw some ppl I hadn't seen in a while which was good. that was just a little part of it though.
My little cousins Sam, Chris and Tiff with guest appearance by DJ mask face lol took me out to dinner... that was cool, they're growing up so fast. We went to Triple A...some chinese buffet, really it wasnt the place that mattered but just being in their company, it meant a lot to me.
After that, went back up to their side...Bovaird & Brisdale :) Sam and Chris bought me a Choc. cake, they're so sweet.
After that, i had some good chillin times with my homie :D didn't really chill with him for a while, sooo that topped off my bday fun, it was jus simple....good times.
Definitely will not forget turning 22, leaving 21 behind....thanks cousins...special thanks to my homie LoL.
4th Oct. 84 -- special day in history right there :D
Tonite ...last nite...watever, my bday was some good times. Saw some ppl I hadn't seen in a while which was good. that was just a little part of it though.
My little cousins Sam, Chris and Tiff with guest appearance by DJ mask face lol took me out to dinner... that was cool, they're growing up so fast. We went to Triple A...some chinese buffet, really it wasnt the place that mattered but just being in their company, it meant a lot to me.
After that, went back up to their side...Bovaird & Brisdale :) Sam and Chris bought me a Choc. cake, they're so sweet.
After that, i had some good chillin times with my homie :D didn't really chill with him for a while, sooo that topped off my bday fun, it was jus simple....good times.
Definitely will not forget turning 22, leaving 21 behind....thanks cousins...special thanks to my homie LoL.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
oooooooh TROUBLE LoL
i swear i didnt' start it ...lol
I got kicked outta my lecture yesterday...wtf?? lol...for the first time in that class i sat 4th row centre and in the third row to my left there was this umm good looking boy sitting with a girl. They didnt look like they were together, jus like friends or watever...thats how i saw them lol.
anyyyway, this boy kept looking back and everytime the prof walked to the left of the room i looked at the boy, lol... at some point, i almost fell asleep and dropped my pen, and this guy leans over his row of seats and picks it up. when he gave it back, he wrote his name on my hand so i jus smiled at him and took back my pen... a couple mins later he leans back and asks my name soo i told him and the girl beside him gave me CUT EYE like i never saw before :S
watever, i didnt need any drama and the prof started sayin if anyone wanted to talk they could leave.... sooo i jus started takin notes again. ALL of a sudden, the girl turns around in her chair , catches the guy looking back at me and starts to cuss ME ?? Hellll nooo ...soo i looked at her and told her to behave. by that point the entire hall was staring at the three of us, girl, me and the boy ...the prof stopped talking and came over asking what was going on....NEVER been sooo embarrassed in a class but i had to play it offf soo i said i didnt know wat the girl was talking about. THIS girl decides to stand up and tell the lecture hall that i'm trying to take her man :
yeahh that did it... the guy stands up, telling everyone he's not her man he's single soo there's no stealing going on ...the prof had enough then and says "get out" , kicks the boy out and told ME to go tooo :S whyyy??? because WE disrupted the class...and the girl got to stay in because I caused her stress LoL....watever, in the end i walked away with his cell & he walked me to my next class making that stupid girl more 'stressed' -- she was soo psycho lol yeahh i dont set out to cause trouble but if i'm already in it, might as well make the most of it LOL
still, never thought I would get kicked out of a lecture ...esp for something soo stupid but i've learnt my lesson, sitting tooo close up front is never good. can't wait for the next class...fun times and good memories of my last dayyy being 21 :D
I got kicked outta my lecture yesterday...wtf?? lol...for the first time in that class i sat 4th row centre and in the third row to my left there was this umm good looking boy sitting with a girl. They didnt look like they were together, jus like friends or watever...thats how i saw them lol.
anyyyway, this boy kept looking back and everytime the prof walked to the left of the room i looked at the boy, lol... at some point, i almost fell asleep and dropped my pen, and this guy leans over his row of seats and picks it up. when he gave it back, he wrote his name on my hand so i jus smiled at him and took back my pen... a couple mins later he leans back and asks my name soo i told him and the girl beside him gave me CUT EYE like i never saw before :S
watever, i didnt need any drama and the prof started sayin if anyone wanted to talk they could leave.... sooo i jus started takin notes again. ALL of a sudden, the girl turns around in her chair , catches the guy looking back at me and starts to cuss ME ?? Hellll nooo ...soo i looked at her and told her to behave. by that point the entire hall was staring at the three of us, girl, me and the boy ...the prof stopped talking and came over asking what was going on....NEVER been sooo embarrassed in a class but i had to play it offf soo i said i didnt know wat the girl was talking about. THIS girl decides to stand up and tell the lecture hall that i'm trying to take her man :
yeahh that did it... the guy stands up, telling everyone he's not her man he's single soo there's no stealing going on ...the prof had enough then and says "get out" , kicks the boy out and told ME to go tooo :S whyyy??? because WE disrupted the class...and the girl got to stay in because I caused her stress LoL....watever, in the end i walked away with his cell & he walked me to my next class making that stupid girl more 'stressed' -- she was soo psycho lol yeahh i dont set out to cause trouble but if i'm already in it, might as well make the most of it LOL
still, never thought I would get kicked out of a lecture ...esp for something soo stupid but i've learnt my lesson, sitting tooo close up front is never good. can't wait for the next class...fun times and good memories of my last dayyy being 21 :D
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