8AM chem labs

it was just orientation... and i know first impressions are important but i was 5 mins late. when i walked in, the prof checked our lab sign in sheet (with pictures) and says now she knows my name. Really, i was still tired soo i coulnd't care less..just wanted to find a work station at the back and snooze thru the lecture on where to find everything. See, i had a bio lab the day before and for the first week it was all about where things were located in the lab - why go? i just luv waking up at 5:30 and catching the go bus, lol.

Next, the prof started to talk about some mystery substance...wrote something on the board and was asking us to guess. Games in chem?? who knew...lol
nobody really said anything soo she went on to give us clues...

1)more men handle this than women
2)it can be stored in your home
3)it's a universal lubricant

yeah see, after clue 3 i snickered soo she just shot me this look and said "Kelly, i don't know what's funny, but i'm talking about WD40!"

LOL..and those clues fit that?? pls i know i wasn't the only one thinking of something else hehehe - fun times.

one day

I was gonna write about school - see, i finally went back on monday and after waking up at 530AM for chem and bio labs during the week AND taking the go bus, i was ready to blog non-stop BUT in one minute soo much can change.
Tonite i found out that someone i know - my lil cousin's best friend is going through something I can't help them with. He's sick, and they say his time's limited, treatment's not working. That just changed my whole attitude..nothing mattered about my week anymore because all I could think about since then is what can I do...there has to be something, maybe I just can't think of it yet.
this friend is like family too, so it's just not easy.

I keep thinking if I knew I only had a couple days left, what would I do? I know i'd spend my time with fam.& friends, but that's a given. I don't know how else to answer this question and i keep trying because I wanna know what he's going through, but i can't seem to find any other answers.

I know it's rough on my cousin...I've been through this. I hope that this doesn't end the same way though.

In gr. 9 I lost two friends - Ryan and Jen. '99 wasn't a good year, so much changed after that.
Today when i got the bad news, all those old memories just came rushing back to me, all the days gone by.
It's said that it gets easier with time but all time does is allow you to contemplate your circumstance and try to understand. In the end, all we have are memories.
Until something drastic happens, everyone lives their life so wrapped up, or kept away. it's so pointless because life is a journey, so why not take chances sometimes, and live in the moments those chances create? how you live your life is your own choice but what would you do if you only had one more day?

can't be late twice...

or so my dad tells me when i'm rushing out of the house to go chill with friends or family, lol. Christmas Eve was one such time...my brother and I had sooo much last minute shopping to do soo decided to spend some quality family time together and go brave the crazy mall crowds together. I was so stressed out that day. First of all, I only had 4 hours sleep the previous nite because we went clubbing with cousins and friends (why? seemed like the thing to do at the time, lol) and on top of that i had soo much to do -- shop, then go get groceries, buy liquor and come home and build a gingerbread house.
Really whoever invented that friggin gingerbread house-biulding activity set had to be on some kinda crack, lol. After HOURS at the mall, I was sooooooo tired - just wanted to come home and relax but noooooooooooo had to build the damn house. WHY?? I have two little sisters and I love them so had to do it for them.
I may seem bitter in this re-telling..i probably was but they didn't know that, lol.
The stupid icing wouldn't make the gingerbread stick together! my brother and I had to hold the pieces in place forever - FOREVER until it finally wouldnt move. in the end the house looked decent. but after it all, we were all satisfied with how it turned out, and christmas eve turned out to be a good nite. and just in case u were wondering ... yes - milk and cookies were left out for SANTA, LOL.

2006

Happy New Year!! Yeahhhhh finally some new days..time to move on from the days gone by, remember the times last year and try and build on that.
There was soo much suffering in the world last year but atleast people came together and tried to help out as much as they could. Not everyone did, but the ones that did should serve as inspiration for the rest.
soo it's 130 and i'm online...Jan 1st 2006! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAT, lol.
I just wanna start the year right, let you all know how much you mean to me. Really, that's what life's all about. Family, friends - the ching crew, lol.
I hope this year is successful and bright for you all.
ok, this break is over ... time to get back to my Bacardi 75 proof (happy new year indeed!) :D
yes..i know it's an old pic, but i don't have another one with everyone LOL.