dreams can be sooo real sometimes...ppl say there's a line between reality and illusion but rarely we get caught in that part that's undefined...when that happens and you dream those dreams, it just can't be described.
they can be good or bad -- but nonetheless confusing.....I had this dream and I didn't even know I was asleep. It was a dream where if you knew you were asleep you wouldn't want to wake up, but then when i did wake up nothing could take away the sadness i felt, realizing it wasn't real.

so confusing yet still so clear..what the hell? lol...anyyyyway i'm off to work --fun times :D

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...there's soo much hype about the da vinci code right? soo i thought i'd go out and get the book cuz really i like hype - that's my word! lol...and i like all the biblical conspiracies and everything. BUT when it goes too far like CONSTANTINE and leaves me with about a month's worth of sleepless nites - i don't like that too much, lol. Did the da vinci code do that?? i dunno cuz i bought ANGELS & DEMONS instead. You'd think from the name i'd be a lil put off, but noooooo i'm brave yo...i'm gangsta today, lol. So, basically i bought this book, came home and started to read it...by page 5 i didn't think i could read it when i was home alone...soo it's underneath my kitchen table, covered by a cloth because really i don't think it should be exposed to daylight...i dunno - just a feeling, lol. IT's SCARY !! TRUST ME...and the 5 pages I read :D
I think i'll read a little later, for now i'm back to blogging and msn n whatnot...

ooo and even though it's a scary book or a thriller as they say, i'm not scared - just so you know, lol.

what now, hmm?

sooooooooo it's def. been some time, lol. BUT i'm back..back to the blog - gotta do something with all this time off from school. Honestly what's up with this strike? Yes, I really do want to go back to school...it's something to do with all the time in the day, keeps things interesting etc. I'll admit i wanted this strike...from day one when I heard rumours of a strike I swear to God I prayed for a break, lol. But now, it's just gone on for soo long, i like change and this is just soo not new anymore :S The excitement is gone, the sparks have dissapeared :P hehehh..seriously, now it's all soo different...i'm home, but I don't have all the free time - I GOT A JOB : I know...really, I know - a job?? who gets a job these days? ok, who gets a job if they're like me, LOL. honestly my line was "working isn't in my destiny yet" AND now i have to say "yes, I do work" it's not as much fun with the reactions i get from ppl, lol.

Anyway...now I work at the Bluenotes outlet up in Btown - soo much fun I dunno why i didn't work there before! heheh..it's not bad but honestly it is work. When ppl say it's nothing...i try and hold myself back cuz when you see how crazy girls are when they shop...turning over every damn piece of clothing in the store to find a size that isn't there in the first place - it's pure stress because you know you're the one who has to clean up when the store closes LOL.

atleast i'm getting paid for my troubles :D